Crew Member Discloses Depression After ‘Tsunami of Online Abuse Following Journey
A Vietnamese-American astronaut has opened up regarding her struggle with mental health after being subjected to a “tsunami of harassment” in the aftermath of a pioneering women-only spaceflight.
The 34-year-old activist – known as a scientist and civil rights advocate – was part of the brief journey to space in April, which also featured celebrity crewmates.
The much-publicized journey was widely scrutinized by some, who challenged its value and ecological impact.
Reflecting on the experience, the astronaut, who made history as the first Vietnamese woman in space, stated the vicious response eclipsed her moment under an landslide of gendered hatred.
“I said the emotional pain might endure for years,” she recounted in a online statement, describing a check-in call from a fellow crew member in the days following the journey.
She described the press attention and digital reaction as an barrage beyond typical human coping.
“For a full week, I was bedridden and couldn't leave my Texas location,” she wrote. “Weeks after, I was forced to terminate a call, my voice choked by tears.”
Buried Under Misogyny
Ms. Nguyen, who has conducted studies in women's health research and conducted tests during the mission, said every professional achievement – including her lab work and years of training to the personal milestone of her background – was drowned out under the tide of sexist vitriol.
She is best known for her groundbreaking advocacy fighting for justice for sexual assault survivors.
Her own dream of becoming an astronaut was put on hold after being assaulted during her college days, leading to a years-long quest for justice.
A Path to Recovery
Months following fulfilling her dream, she noted the “fog of grief has started to lift”, and she thanked the well-wishers whose support pulled her through. “Your support rescued me,” she said.
She concluded that even with the backlash, important benefits had come out of the flight, including elevated attention for her women's health research and new advocacy opportunities.
About the Mission
The fully automated New Shepard rocket lifted off from Texas in April, carrying the six-woman crew on a short trip that exceeded the edge of outer space.
The group of women also comprised leaders in various fields.
The venture behind the flight is a private space firm launched by a Amazon founder.
